My Story

I used to be trapped in the relationship norm, full focus on monogamy and linear love making. I had a terrible connection to my body, draining myself with fear and worry, constantly feeling out of alignment. I believed so strongly in monogamy that I forgot about love. I wanted to plan the future, I wanted to secure next week, next year, forever and ever.

Totally unaware of attachment styles, love language, conscious sexuality and polarity.

I was so scared of separation that I would cling on to partners in an unhealthy way. I used to live my life under pressure from my own expectations of showing up strong, independent, never “needing” a man in my life.

I used to hate my body and struggled with low sex drive. Letting sexuality and the body be controlled by my mind. I even stopped enjoying sex and was ready to accept that I was asexual(!).

I showed up a lot in my masculine energy, with the need to control, which attracted too many feminine flowy partners that didn’t meet my true desires, leaving me dissatisfied. I felt confused and unworthy, always insecure because of the constant fear of rejection and separation.

I used to work corporate jobs that I was good at but that stole my life force. Giving away my energy just to be a good employee, to serve company values and goals, always with a feeling I have more to share.

One day, I came across Eckart Tolle’s book The Power Of Now and learned about awareness, the ego and most importantly, to embrace change. It helped me take a small step out of my reality and set me off on a journey of personal development and breaking free, becoming more of Me.

I entered an era in my life when I developed my spiritual side and intuition, seeking spiritual guides, going to retreats, and trusting my own power more and more. At the same time I explored free sexuality and the kink scene. Finding myself in open relating and swinging environments that really changed my perspective on relating.

My relationship with my body improved when I started dancing kizomba. This sensual African couple’s dance opened the door to raw embodiment, sensuality and connection.

As my spiritual path so powerfully merged with my sexual liberation I experienced an awakening. Booom! When I started to connect to all the elements and practices that emerged, a door opened to tantra and conscious sexuality. This path made so much sense to me and it felt like coming home, my soul remembered.

I suddenly found myself with lovers I could go to the cosmos with. See colors when I touched them, shivering by their pure energetic presence and eye gazing with them. Orgasm wasn’t even the thing anymore - but an O R G A S M I C state was my new reality. And my lovers’ too.

So basically, from being a strong independent feminist I shifted my perspective, learned about feminine and masculine energy and the importance of balancing these energies within us to maintain polarity in relationships. An eye-opener that explained why my relationships had turned into either non-sexual or too much fire and arguments.

My friend and business partner Bella introduced me to Human Design and I learned that my incarnation cross is Right Angle Cross of Eden 3 (6/36 | 12/11).

“You are here to discover a piece of heaven on Earth. This probably works better as you get older, because you have to get used to it here on Earth”

Apparently I also have the channel of intimacy (59) and that’s how I really connect with people.

My soul’s blueprint. I’m simply here on earth to experience and learn, in order to share with others, be an inspiration, catalyst and healer, in the relating and sexuality realm.

When I decided to serve this higher purpose, my soul started singing. I feel a strong calling to help others accessing all aspects of their sexuality, experience more bliss and pleasure and learn to date with authenticity and less games.

I know there is paradise on Earth, in this life. You have the power to create it, make life pleasurable and magical. I know we are all responsible and capable of finding it, starting with ourselves. If we surrender, if we allow, if we open up.

I’m here to open doors and create a spark of change in people’s lives to bring in more pleasure, freedom and love. Are you ready to step into the Garden of Eden with me?

Did you know that life actually can be amazing and have a real kind of magic, and things can be the way you really want them to be? Let me show you.

Anna Eden