My Story

I didn’t always have healthy love or a turned-on life.

I was so focused on clinging to partners that I forgot about love.

I wanted to plan the future. I wanted to secure next week, next year, forever and ever.

Totally unaware of attachment styles, love languages, conscious sexuality, and polarity.

I was so scared of separation that I would hold on in unhealthy ways. I lived under pressure from my own expectations—showing up strong, independent, never “needing” a man in my life.

I was stuck in relationship patterns that drained me—chasing emotionally unavailable men, mistaking emotional chaos for connection. I had a linear way of looking at both relationships and sex. From A-Z. Achieving. Getting somewhere. Counting days. Counting the perfect couple points.

On the outside, I looked strong and capable. On the inside, I was disconnected from my body, my truth, and the kind of love I deeply desired.

I showed up in my masculine energy, needing to control, which attracted flowy, feminine partners who didn’t meet my deeper desires.

I felt confused and unworthy, constantly insecure because of my fear of rejection and separation.

I lived under constant pressure—always achieving, always performing. My masculine energy was in overdrive.

I gave away my life force to companies and goals, striving to be the perfect employee, never needing anyone, holding it all together.

But then burnout came. And it cracked me open.

My body was a battlefield.

I hated my thighs.

Counted calories.

Forced myself through workouts I didn’t enjoy.

My sex drive had almost disappeared.

At one point, I even thought I might be asexual.

But the truth was—my body was crying out for softness, presence, and freedom.

That freedom came slowly, through a series of awakenings.

One day, I came across Eckhart Tolle’s The Power of Now.

I learned about awareness, the ego, and most importantly—how to embrace change.

It helped me take one small step out of my reality and set me off on a path of personal development and breaking free. Becoming more of me.

A nudist village in France taught me how to be seen without shame.

Kizomba—a sensual African partner dance—reconnected me to movement, sensuality, and touch.

Tantra emerged from within me—not from a course—but from my own truth.

I threw out my tv and all food regimes, started to listen inwards. Trusting myself. 

It brought everything together: my body, my spirit, my sexuality, my soul.

I began to feel more. Trust more. Surrender.

I experienced intimacy that was energetic, ecstatic, and real.

I found myself with lovers I could travel the cosmos with.

I saw colors when I touched them.

Shivered from pure energetic presence.

Eye gazing became a portal.

Orgasm wasn’t the goal anymore.

Living in an O R G A S M I C state became the new reality.

For me—and for them.

Dating, relating, and intimacy became sacred.

I began to bring consciousness into every part of life—my body, my relationships, my desires.

I completely shifted my relationship to the masculine—both in men and in myself.

I started to love men. Truly.

To listen. To respect.

My feminine returned, and my heart opened.

I started attracting lovers who could truly meet me—not just match my old stories.

And I realized: this is my soul’s work.

My friend introduced me to Human Design (I’m a 1/3 Manifesting Generator) and I discovered my soul’s blueprint.

My incarnation cross is Right Angle Cross of Eden 3 (6/36 | 12/11)—and it felt like a lightbulb moment:

“Ultimately your energy is about exploration, not to make your way back to Eden but to move forward and find a slice of Eden here on Earth—and then share it with those around you.”

I also carry the Channel of Intimacy (59)—which explains the depth of connection I bring, and need.

I now see clearly how my awakening has always been deeply tied to sensuality and expression.

I’m here on Earth to experience and learn—so I can share, guide, and help others come home. Together.

When I chose to serve this higher purpose, my soul began to sing.

I feel a deep calling to help others live turned-on lives—accessing all aspects of themselves and their sexuality.

To experience more harmony, bliss, and pleasure.

To date and love from authenticity instead of games.

It takes a high level of self-awareness.

And it’s not a path for everyone.

But you reading this? That tells me you’re one of us.

A soul craving more.

More life. More love. More truth.

Someone who doesn’t settle for mediocrity.

Someone who knows: this life holds real magic.

As a Dating & Intimacy Coach I guide high-achievers to experience conscious love, deep connection, and authentic intimacy.

Clear old patterns, reconnect with the body, and enter relationships rooted in truth—not fear or performance.

My work blends polarity, embodiment, spiritual practice, sacred sexuality, and emotional depth.

I’ve walked this path, and still am. Life is a journey, every relationship is a school. I keep falling, I keep learning.

I know what’s possible when you stop settling and come home to yourself.

Dating feels easy. Relating feels expansive. Love making feels ecstatic. 

I’m here to help you feel more. Love deeper. Realize your highest potential as a lover, leader and partner.

To rise into your soul’s purpose—while feeling peaceful, fulfilled, and alive.

Are you ready to create deeply fulfilling relationships and next level intimacy?

Let’s begin.